I was recently playing a game with a friend where we were coming up with adjectives to describe each other, (yeah I play some pretty boring games sometimes), and my friend came up with the word selfless. I immediately told my friend that I am not selfless at all because as soon as that was mentioned, my mind was flooded with hundreds of instances where I was anything but selfless.
Then I started thinking, what does it mean to be selfless? Should we all be moving to Africa to become Mother Theresas? That would be nearly impossible for most people so that can not be completely the answer. Nor can we all quit our jobs and volunteer full time at Habitat for Humanity or any other shelter or non profit.
So if we are not doing these obviously selfless things what can we do to actually be less self-serving? I think it starts, as most things, in our heads. But we have to be careful about even this first step. I used to think selfless meant I hate myself and that you take care of everyone else then you take care of yourself. But this was all messed up because it’s simply impossible to take care of anyone well when you haven’t slept, eaten, or been to work to support yourself. Sure you can try for a while but this will most assuredly result in your own burn out or in letting down the people whom you have trained to depend on you. This is still a very self-focused approach because you being to focus on your own self-denial rather than on others.
No, I think selfless starts in your head as in, instead of focusing on how bad everything is going for you, like bad traffic, no love life to speak of, angry parents, etc. Start listening to other people. Start seeing how much other people are going through the same things you are, or oftentimes worse. Think of what you would want in their position and do it. Think of a widow and how much a ten minute phone call could be the highlight of her monotonous day sitting and watching soaps, that’s one example. One.
If we start viewing people as people and realize that most of the time there is something more to why they’re angry all the time, or why they constantly complain we will develop more compassion and compassion always leads to selfless acts.
I’m not saying I always get it right, I’m not saying I get it right most of the time, but I am saying I think I have found the way for us all to love each other a little better; As friends, as family, as a community of people that are trying to figure out how to cope in this broken world.